I am so greatful for everyones input. We have an organic farm that is about 40 minutes from here. We are thinking about next week taking a drive to see if it is a better option but we do have to factor is $3.75 a gallon gas for the Van since we are really tight on our gas budget too. They do have a CSA which deliverers in our area. I am going to look into that too for now. I do hope to get enough in the ground to offset the cost but until I am start feeling like a whole person again it is a bit difficult. One issue is we do live in a big city surrounded by big cities so there is not much organic farm land and the little organic farms that have been popping up are still a bit costly.